hello from the other side. Life changed so fast. so unexpectedly. I would have never guessed life would be the way it is now. it’s been crazy and I’ll hold on to the good memories I had; with the people who left, entered, and stayed. I can’t wish that it never happened because it has changed my life so much. if i hadn’t made so many drastic changes, I most likely wouldn’t be here.
since the last time I wrote anything here I graduated from college and I’m now a media influencer. i got divorced, i honestly never thought the person i once craved and couldn’t wait to see, smell, and touch would become a demon I’d have to overcome. even hearing his name sometimes makes it feel like those wounds will never heal. it took a very long time (&a nurse as stubborn as i am) for me to have any kind of emotion towards a human. I now have someone who I am very fond of. I also have a small group of amazing friends.
ive moved several times since the last time I wrote. Athena our cat had several kittens. one of them was Hiss, who was the mother of the cats we have now. we had to raise them, because shortly after having them Hiss was hit by a car. Athena has since passed away. She was very sick, i remember her last day with us she made sure she snuggled every single person.
In the past year or so we’ve taken in my mom’s dog sadie, she’s a rottweiler. as well as my uncle dans dog tink, an obnoxious chihuahua.
pretty sure she was sent to earth by satan himself.
My health has been a roller coaster but for a few years it was mostly down. a series of doctors who didn’t listen and didn’t care. after being in the hospital for low iron i was set up with home health care nurses. These people helped turn my life around in so many ways.
I was told i had 2 months to live, and in that 2 months i got a new doctor who took a real look into my health and just made a few changes. i went to the hospital for a procedure that takes the excess fluid out of your abdomen. its painful and takes what seems like forever to gain full strength again, but i was just glad that i could move and talk without wanting to die. since then I have not been hospitalized or even gone to the ER. there were a few close calls, but my stubbornness and intuition of when things in my body weren’t right, awesome nurses, and great doctors that listen, we always figure something out.
I will be back with some knowledge or adventure. Ttfn. Ta ta for now!